my name is Holly
i weight 235 pounds and i don't quite know how that happened.
obviously i should exercise and quit eating.
but i am addicted to food.
it is my comfort.
it is where i turn to make me feel better.
i've been in therapy for it.
it helped for a while, but i've gone "off the wagon" so to speak
today...i am taking my kids to the zoo. It's over 90 degrees here. and humid.
i am wearing jeans because none of my shorts fit me.
I thought i could wear a knit pair, but they looked like i should be at walmart shopping, not at the zoo with my kids.
that depressed me.
even though i knew it before i even put them on.
I am eating berries and yogurt...my breakfast.
having a pity party.
just needed to vent.
hope you are well.